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Sometimes comeing back helps you gain perspective on the future...   
09:37am 20/10/2011
 
mood: bored
I thought it might be good to come back again and write in my journal again. I always felt like journaling was helpful to me in some ways. I suppose it is because I can write what I want to say better than to speak it. Furthermore I doubt anyone still reads my livejournals anymore anyway... or maybe there is still someone who will notice... It seems that I am still young, however, I no longer feel the excitement in life like I used to. I am afraid that I have grown bitter through all of my experiences and have been left with a synical out look.  I seem to be always on the go since I took up photography as a career and decided to go back to school for a degree in psychology so that maybe I can help others that are going through the same experiences that I have gone through. Through all of the medical issues that I have aquired (Gaulbladder removal, kidney stones, TMJ, and Tendanitis in my shoulder) I keep moving forward by winning awards for my photographs and keeping A's in all of my classes. Though I still feel like I am missing excitement, magic, and adventure in my life now I need to find my way back to that state of mind... how do I find my way back? Down the rabbit hole?

 
     

(PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
i DONT KNOW WHY   
06:53pm 15/02/2009
 
I dont know why I dont write here any more I guess I left part of me behind here but i am on myspace www.myspace.com/Lunasnap
 
     

(PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
where do i begin when i dont know where i end   
05:57am 05/11/2008
 
mood: curious
so here i am again i finaly bought a lap top so kinda happy mainly for my little photography bizzness my friend Erin and i have created man its been to long since i wrote here but i dont even know who still writes here so its almost sum what lonely  just the way life is with people comeing and goin. i just work alot takeing pictures then i do my little bizzness 2 chicks and a camra lol pretty catchy huh? and takeing pictures i have probably already photographed over million people well if there is still ne one out there who still writes here i guess ill c
 
     

(PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
long ago   
09:47pm 28/07/2007
 
mood: exhausted
wow its beenawhile
 
     

(3 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
Dawn of the dead   
05:56pm 21/04/2004
 
mood: numb
Well sunday i had a miscarage so i lost my baby and i had surgury and today i got fired from my jobe in bellmont at wholepharm fuckin stupid i am not doing so well so this is my life i am moving out of my parents in with brian in the apartment right next to Tanya and milliards isnt that weird lol
 
     

(9 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
weary   
04:26pm 30/03/2004
 
mood: tired
I am growing weary with the thought of marriage he is so excited buti cant raise a baby on my own he has already bought the ring, yet I do want to marry him...I fell to day at the gas station it was raining and the oil and gasoline surfaced and caused me to slip i pray my baby is ok, I hurt my hip. I miss people who i feel have abandoned me, i miss people from my past, I feel unloved
 
     

(2 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
Birth   
01:29pm 18/03/2004
 
mood: rejuvenated
wow im pregnanat about 4 wekks yay this is good and im getting married in april i hope its a girl if any one has any name suggestions let me know
 
     

(6 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
   
03:23pm 02/03/2004
  well ok here i am maybe the only place i am safe from a boy so scared he has turned evil if i stay with him i will be unhappy he has drove away alot of my friends almost all i feel like every one hates me but if i leave he has threatened me with so much stuff he has almost made me lose my job my family and i lost desi i hate him yet i love him and he keeps saying im pregnant please goddess dont let it be so then i will always have ties this is my cry  
     

(1 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
   
09:21pm 29/10/2003
 
mood: discontent
so i got a job at Novas bakery this is pretty cool now hopefully i will accumulate (word of the day) money yay me who would have ever thought I am hoping halloween will be good looking forward to the new year and celebration trying to keep my head up dont have time to make it pretty start @ 6:00 AM
 
     

(1 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
   
01:14am 09/10/2003
 
mood: amused



NO
 
     

(1 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
ERRRRRRRRR CRASH   
09:29pm 06/10/2003
 
mood: sore
I got in a car crash today and feeling a little sore and i left so i wouldnt feel sore it was wet and i hydro planed and bam right into the back of this car I tryed to stop but hell it didnt work i cryed so much i was scared i have never been in a cras befor but emotionaly i have been feeling just like my car felt today so maybe thats why it crashed to show the world how i felt the last two days but ill get out of this I refuse to feel like a car crash

this is kinda morbid eeeeeeee


On a happyer note I felt really happy the other day and i am looking on the briter side of things and trying to spell correctly yay i must not always look at things as down I was talking to this guy my dad works with named Mike and hes a real nice gut i swear he always sees me in a time of troubla like when i got lost he helped me find my way and when i got my flat tire him and my dad came and now when I got in this crazy wreck there he was to talk to me and he was so nice and comforting I like him alot hes a good guy and my aunt has a crush on him but sorry aunty hes married LOL Peace man
 
     

(PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
   
03:56pm 04/10/2003
 
mood: pleased
playful
Playful


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04:30pm 29/09/2003
 
mood: bored
I am obsessed with fairys and i dont know why maybe becuz the are so beutiful and i want to be like them I want to have mystery and ok I met a fairy she was wonderful and could fit in the palm of my hand her name was Skyler. I live in a fantasy world to much they used to tell me that but it is so much better than the world out side...PPD was cool lots of pagans ran in to weird matt that i met at the coffee shop that was just crazy but i am acctually feeling ok and pretty happy why ust i love certain people so much and be dependent on others... I finally wrote some poems they are pretty good

we are every day fairys

 
     

(6 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
is it my right   
08:34pm 20/09/2003
 
mood: confused




To prance, to dance
within the fairy ring
at one with natures magic
(too oft by us unseen)
brings her joy, a precious thing


The dappled sun light plays on her iridescent wings
as her hand caresses the flowers close by
nothing is everything, yet tis nothing at all in a single moment
when you're a fairy


I am feeling a little confused lately and i hate bullshit I just dont know I want everything to be ok but i cant break out of this skin I am not feeling so well i have to do something about this I had a anxity attack blah
 
     

(1 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
Right...   
12:36am 19/09/2003
 
mood: sleepy
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(PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
   
12:14am 19/09/2003
 
mood: hopeful
I want to feel a body aginst mine
Iwant to hear a heart beat
I want to make love


I want to make love to the world
 
     

(PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
And in the shadow she crawls   
11:48pm 14/09/2003
 
mood: depressed
Morpheus
Morpheus


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06:02pm 04/09/2003
 
mood: sad
where did the love go i do not feel the love or the peace amongst the bizzy twirling worlds of those who once felt so close to now i dont feel close to anthing any more pushing away from everything every one its going to be one lonely place for the once who lost childhood to the world and the love and peace i want to show the world love and peace i want things to be happy not these zombies i no longer know and it hurts sigh i just ask you to come back every one get along i love you all i just want you to know this and maybe i could touch your life thats something worth leaveing behind


pagan pride day sept 28 at freedom park who wants to go with me?
 
     

(PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
   
09:32pm 29/08/2003
 
mood: creative

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well i dunno about that but hey thats cool i guess woah ok so like i am working on alot of projects yay me i can do it hell yeah why is the world such a small world?????????


I am makeing tarot cards




 
     

(1 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
Rock n Roll   
03:01pm 26/08/2003
 
mood: bored


Well I have been bizzy lately man i just got shit to do i got my car so now i need to do all that shit and then get a job..i met this really cool hippie guy the otherday he makes hemp jewelry and its cool we hung out on sunday that was cool...so like i am wanting to get some tarot cards maybe i will make my own i dunno that would be cool i really enjoy makeing things...well tonight i have to baby sit but hey i get some money right yay wow for some reason its so sad to write in this journal maybe i should make a new one hmmmmmmmm
 
     

(PiXiE KiSs Me)